Happy Holidays ma darling Daffodil :)

Agar tum saath ho(if you're with me)...... Miss you DJ

Pal bhar thahar jaao
Dil ye sambhal jaaye
Kaise tumhe roka karun
Meri taraf aata har gham phisal jaaye
Aankhon mein tum ko bharun
Bin bole baatein tumse karun
'gar tum saath ho..
Agar tum saath ho

Wait for a moment
This heart will be stable
How should I stop you
Every sorrow, coming to me, will skid
My eyes are full of you
I will talk to you without speaking
If you're with me
If you're with me

Behti rehti..
Nahar nadiya si teri duniya mein
Meri duniya hai teri chaahaton mein
Main dhal jaati hoon teri aadaton mein
'gar tum saath ho

Keep flowing
Like rivers in your world
My world is in your love
I will be able to adjust in your habits
If you're with me

Teri nazron mein hai tere sapne
Tere sapno mein hai naraazi
Mujhe lagta hai ke baatein dil ki
Hoti lafzon ki dhokebaazi
Tum saath ho ya na ho kya fark hai
Bedard thi zindagi bedard hai
Agar tum saath ho
Agar tum saath ho

Your dreams are in your eyes
There is the angriness in your dreams
I think things about heart (love)
Are betrayal of lips or words
It doesn't matter If you're with me or not
Life was unsympathetic, life is unsympathetic
If you're with me
If you're with me

Palkein jhapakte hi din ye nikal jaaye
Bethi bethi bhaagi phirun
Meri taraf aata har gham phisal jaaye
Aankhon mein tum ko bharun
Bin bole baatein tumse karun
'gar tum saath ho
Agar tum saath ho

The day passes away in a single eye blink
I keep running while sitting
Every sorrow, coming to me, will skid
My eyes are full of you
I will talk to you without speaking
If you're with me
If you're with me

Teri nazron mein hai tere sapne
Tere sapno mein hai naraazi
Mujhe lagta hai ke baatein dil ki
Hoti lafzon ki dhokebaazi
Tum saath ho ya na ho kya fark hai
Bedard thi zindagi bedard hai

Your dreams are in your eyes
There is the angriness in your dreams
I think things about heart (love)
Are betrayal of lips or words
It doesn't matter If you're with me or not
Life was unsympathetic, life is unsympathetic

Agar tum saath ho
Dil ye sambhal jaaye
(Agar tum saath ho)
Har gham phisal jaaye
(Agar tum saath ho)
Dil ye nikal jaaye
(Agar tum saath ho)
Har gham phisal jaaye

If you're with me
This heart will be stable
(If you're with me)
Every sorrow will skid
(If you're with me)
This day passes away
(If you're with me)
Every sorrow will skid

Happy Birthday meri Jaan Daffodil ❤

Miles and miles and miles apart.

Although so far you’ve touched my heart.

Your laugh, your voice, your adoring smile,

Seem to shorten every mile.

Happy Birthday to the brightest star in my life!

I may be far from you, but every time I close my eyes, I see you standing right beside me. I’m sending you a big kiss and wishing a very happy and sweet birthday ma darling Daffodil.

Bear ❤ Panda

. Love you forever...... till my death and even after that .....

Wish Very Happy Mid Autumn Festival Dear DJ (My loving panda) :)

Miss you so much ma darling Daffodil <3 p="">

Ganapati Bappa Moraya

Nothing gonna change my love for you ...... My Love Daffodil Jennifer

My soul has been searching for you and even though you are miles away, when I close my eyes, I feel you in every breath I take, we were meant to be together as one for all of eternity. ~Karen Kostyla

So many Thoughts left unsaid .....

Don't Write Me Off just yet - Miss you Jenni

No fear I just want to be with you ma Darling Panda :)

Dragon Boat Festival at HK

hamari adhoori kahani.... :'(

paas aaye..
dooriyaan phir bhi kam naa huin
ek adhoori si hamaari kahaani rahi
aasmaan ko zameen, ye zaroori nahi
jaa mile.. jaa mile..
ishq sachcha wahi
jisko milti nahi
manzilein.. manzilein..

we came close,
yet the distances never reduced.
our story remained incomplete..
it is not necessary
that the earth always goes to meet sky..
the true love is the one that does not get a destination..


rang thay, noor tha
jab kareeb tu tha ek jannat sa tha,
ye jahaan waqt ki ret pe
kuch mere naam sa likh ke chhoD gaya tu kahaan


there were colors, there was light,
when you were near me. this world was like heaven..
on the sand of time,
you left something like my name written..

hamari adhoori kahani.. hamari adhoori kahani..


our incomplete story, our incomplete story..


khushbuon se teri yoon hi Takra gaye
chalte chalte dekho na hum kahaan aa gaye


I ran into your fragrances like that only..
see, walking, where have we come..



jannatein agar yaheen tu dikhe kyon nahi
chaand suraj sabhi hai yahaan
intezaar tera sadiyon se kar raha
pyaasi baiThi hai kab se yahaan
hamari adhoori kahaani


if there are heavens here only,
why can’t I see you here..
the moon and the sun,
everything is here only..
I have been waiting for you for centuries..
why is our incomplete story sitting here, thirsty..



pyaas ka ye safar khatam ho jaayega
kuch adhoora sa jo tha poora ho jaayega
jhuk gaya aasmaan mil gaye do jahaan
har taraf hai milan ka samaa
Doliyaan hain saji,
khushbuein har kaheen
paDhne aaya khuda khud yahaan..



this journey of thirst will get over,
that which seemed incomplete will be completed,
the sky has bowed, and the two worlds have met..
everywhere there is season of meeting..
there are palanquins ready,
there are fragrances everywhere,
even God himself came here to read..

hamari adhuri kahaani, hamari adhuri kahaani...


our incomplete story, our incomplete story...

lifeless ............

Someday everything you'll see here
will disappear forever,
and eventually the night sky
will be almost completely dark....

And its a long distance Love .........

Even though we are miles apart
You are never far from my heart
I loved you then
I love you now
It's always when and
Never how
Take me back to yesterday
All the wonderful things you had to say
I loved you then
I love you now
It's always when
And never how
I see your eyes
I feel you near
Although you're not
Really here

- Anonymous

Miss you so much Jenni :'(

Judaai (separation) :'(

Originally, chadariya jheeni was a phrase by Kabeer, which signifies that the human life is fragile.

Ranjhan dhoondhan main chaleya
Raanjhan mileya naa ae...
Jigraan vichon agan laga ke rabba
Lakeeran vich likh di judaai

I went out to find my lover,
but couldn’t find the lover..
O God, having started a fire in my heart,
why have you written separation in my fate..

Kho gaya, gum ho gaya
Waqt se churaaya tha jo
Apna banaaya tha..
wo tera, wo mera
Saath nibhaaya tha jo
Apna banaaya tha..

it’s lost, missed,
what was stolen from time itself,
and was made my own..
that closeness that was there,
between you and me,
that we had embraced..

Chadariya jheeni re jheeni
Chadariya jheeni re jheeni
Aankhein bheeni ye bheeni ye bheeni
Yaadein jheeni re jheeni re jheeni..

The sheet is thin, worn..
(the meaning here is that it's a little transparent, as it is wet with tears.)
My eyes are moist,
The memories are delicate..

Aisa bhi kya milna, saath ho ke tanha
Aisi kyun sazaa hum ne hai paayi, raanjhaNa ve
Phir se mujhe jeena, tujh pe hai marna
Phir se dil ne di hai ye duhaai, saajana ve
Lakeeron pe likh di kyun judaai..

What kind of meeting this is, separated even though together..
Why have I received such a punishment, O beloved..
I have to live again, I have to die for you,
This my heart says again, O beloved.
why have you written separation in my fate..

Ghair sa hua khud se bhi, naa koi mera
Dard se kar le chal yaari, dil ye keh raha
Kholoon jo baahein, bas gham ye simaT rahe hain
Aankhon ke aage, lamhe ye kyun ghaT rahe hain
Jaane kaise koi sehta Judaaiyaan..

I became separated from myself, no one is mine..
Make friends with pain, my heart says now.
If I open my arms, only sorrows come to me,
I don't know why these moments are taking place in front of my eyes..
I don't know how someone bears with separations..

Chadariya jheeni re jheeni
Chadariya jheeni re jheeni
Aankhein bheeni ye bheeni ye bheeni
Yaadein jheeni re jheeni re jheeni

Raanjhan dhoondhan main chaleya
Raanjhan mileya naa ae...
Jigraan vichon agan laga ke rabba
Lakeeraan vich likh di judaai.......



Bear ❤ Panda

Oh, my love, my darling.........my darling Daffodil ❤

Oh, my love, my darling
I've hungered for your touch, a long lonely time
And time goes by, so slowly and time can do so much
Are you, still mine?
I need your love, I need your love
God speed your love to me.

Lonely rivers flow to the sea, to the sea
To the waiting arms of the sea
Lonely rivers cry, wait for me, wait for me
I'll be coming home, wait for me.

Oh, my love, my darling
I've hungered for your touch, a long lonely time
And time goes by, so slowly and time can do so much
Are you, still mine?
I need your love, I need your love
God speed your love to me....

Bear ❤ Panda

We were meant to be Together jenni :'(

Hello Jenni................. is it me , you looking for ?

Main Tujhse Pyar Nei Karta ............. Miss You so Badly, Jenni :'( :'(

Main tujhse pyaar nahi karta
Main tujhse pyaar nahi karta
Par koi aisi shaam nahi
Jab main apni tanhaayi mein
Tera intezaar nahi karta

I don’t love you.
I don’t love you,
but there is no such evening
when I, in my loneliness,
don’t wait for you..

Main tujh se pyaar nahin kartaa
Dil se ye kehta rehta hoon
Par teri saanson mein chhup ke
Main saansein leta rehta hoon
Is se inkaar nahi karta
Main tujhse pyaar nahin karta

I don’t love you..
so I keep saying to my heart.
but hiding in your breaths,
I keep breathing— that I don’t deny..
I don’t love you..

Mujhe kuch bhi yaad nahi rehta
Kab din dooba, kab raat hui
Abhi kal ki baat hai
Pehron tak meri deewaaron se baat hui

I don’t remember a thing,
when the day passed,
and when it was night.
it just happened yesterday,
that I talked to walls for hours..

Jo hosh zaraa sa baaki hai
Lagta hai khone waala hoon
Afwaah udi hai yaaron mein
Main paagal hone waala hoon
Main tujhse pyaar nahi karta

the little sense that still remains in me it seems,
I'm about to lose..
there is a rumor among my friends
that I am about to go mad..
I don’t love you..

Main tujhse pyaar nahi karta
Main tujhse pyaar nahi karta
Par aisa koi din hai kya
Jab yaad tujhe, teri baaton ko
Sau-sau baar nahi karta
Sau-sau baar nahi karta

I don’t love you.
I don’t love you.
but has there been a day
when I don’t remember you
and things about you hundreds of times,
hundreds of times... :'(

Gong Xi Fat Cai 2015 Daffodil J